"I had been really suspicious. I never in a million years thought that he would actually be having an affair, we were teaching a couples bible study class together. That was the worst moment of my entire life. One of the things that has been really difficult is the situation with Courtney. This all happened right when she came home from the hospital. My parents were consumed with what was going on in her life. I was used to mom and dad being that rock for me and helping me whenever I had anything going on and the just really couldn't. It actually ended up better because it gave me a chance to rely on the Lord. When you go through the dark times and He's the rock that's holding you in place, that's the time when your faith is able to grow best. He is the only thing stable in our life. He is unchanging. He is God. My name is Lindsey and I surrender."